Why the hell do I keep getting myself in these situations. I spend half of my time trying to defend myself and the rest of that time wondering what the fuck happened. What ever happened to being able to say things to people without it getting misshapened into something you didn't mean. Why the hell do I get in relationships when I know I am probably not going to do anything productive in them. I have my own issues I can't fix mine and someone else's.
Hate being with people that doubt themselves. By that I mean they always need confirmation that they are good looking or that they are loved. It is called self-esteem and I don't fucking have any so how can I pep you up.
Probably need to move out, but I have no money at all. After child support and the rent here I have 38 bucks and then I have my phone and car insurance so this time of the year is the worst time to get kicked out of a place. My dream of being a comic is going to have to take a time out until I can get some friction in my life.
I love comedy because I can be me and people seem to enjoy it. You can not feed yourself so the time I put in it is not paying off and that is mainly because I am not branching out as I should. Spokane is not the place to try to get big if you want to. I would love to get an agent but I can't get one until I have something for an agent to steal.
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